Date Night

At the moment I'm flying down I-94 with my roommate Austin behind the wheel. I know I haven't posted here in a while but that's not from a lack of material to write about. So much has gone on lately right now were going to Richardton to pick up a couch for our house!  It's almost amazing that a few short hours ago I pulled myself off of the living room floor from where I crashed last night... Last night I had an officially unofficial date with Charles we went and saw le mis it was an amazing movie - god I love Anne Hathaway.  

But that's not the point of this post, when we have a date we want to present ourselves in a very similar way to how we get ready for a job interview. I know I do at least, I over think every detail, buy a new outfit, do my hair, and try to present my best side. I want to be a person they want to have in their life. Well I guess as long as they fulfill my list if need sand wants as well. Haha which turns out is no easy task.  

Now, getting back to first dates and why they suck haha I thought I was gonna puke! I'm also terrible at making the first move, turns out I'm a chicken... But aren't we all? I know one of my biggest fears is rejection, but who can honestly say they aren't afraid of rejection as well? Even if your the most secure person in the world, if u get shot down its going to take a toll on you. I'm not 100 percent on whether I got rejected or not last night but I did end up getting done clarity into the situation I'm in Charles kinda came clean about a lot of stuff with me last night and I put down a bottle of sky vodka on top of all the other drinks and shots we had at the bar... Maybe I just need to reflect on this more it could be my hangover but everything seems jumbled in my head still :/  well wish me luck

xoxo